Always and All ways

 3 years ago, I broke up with my partner of 5 years. I admit that at first, it was difficult to move forward after spending 5 years with her and her family that became my family too. She moved on too fast as expected the one that she talked to on Viber was the one she ended up with. All is well. 

After our relationship ended, I focused on working day and night weekdays to weekends. I started talking with my best friend. He helped me a lot to recover myself. With a lot of patience, he listens to all my burdens without judging me through my darkest days.

Fast forward another year passed, and my family gave me a new problem. As expected it was my Mother who did it again. This time there's no escaping from it. She adopted a baby because she wanted his new boyfriend to stay with her in the end she just leave the baby to anybody who can do the babysitting every day.

The moment that I saw that baby and the situation he will be in. I know that I have to do something or else it will end up the way she raised me. Jumping from one family to another without you noticing it. When they broke up I stepped up to take care of the baby. With a pounding heart, I decided to raise the baby on my own. I know it is a lifetime responsibility but that time I know that in my heart it will be hard but I will do it. Whatever the challenges that will come, I can surpass them all for Theo.

This year he will turn 2 and it felt like yesterday when I will wake up at 3am in the morning to feed him and tuck him to sleep. Nostalgic is it. I hope one day when he finds out the truth he will do the right thing for himself. As long as I can, I will do anything to provide and support him.

I hope someday I will be truly happy but for now, I have to be strong.

For you Theo, I will do everything always and all ways.